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 Angela's Past
I have an interesting Lifetimetvstory. Ihad a sheltered life, church girl in the midwest with no friends, believed the world was perfect, until at 14 my brothers friend 18 raped me at virgin-hood. Then at 16 my step-brother raped me, and I never told my parents, he kept threatening me and black mailing me, and their is a lot more to my story. I ended up marrying a guy who had a crush on me, I didn't like him or love him. He was a virgin, and I got pregnant every year their after. His mother hated me, for no reason, for taking her son, I was 18 years old in the 12th grade when marrying him. His mother kept trying to black mail him to leave me and the kids, offering him 50,000 dollars and college tuition to leave us, he declined even though we were struggling. She also wanted to hire someone to kill me, and she threatened if she ever my kids she would scald them with hot water, all because she hated me! After leaving him I then got with an older man that was 45, when I was 24 in a half. He was really wild going to clubs, and he drank. I had never drank before. He was my first for everything. He also introduced me to going to clubs and having my first drink and more! I was always a good christian girl-he changed everything in my life, We were together for 5 years. With my 4 kids living with him. Then I decided to leave him and got my own apartment, and I had never lived alone or been alone before. It was very scary. I lived alone for less than 1 year, then met a guy online and he was very controlling, he said that my kids father was no longer their father, and that he could not come and visit his kids or the online guy was going to beat him up. He also said my parents were no longer my family, not allowing me to talk to my parents, so I left him after 5 months. Then I met a military guy and we married within 4 months, we have been married ever since. 6 years now. It was very rocky, I wanted a divorce repeatedly! It was miserable, he was always taking care of his ex-wife, saying it was for his son. But his son couldn't drive a car. He was only 6 years old. It took 5 in a half years for him to be a perfect husband. But because I was raped I have always been screwed up! I never had any counseling for the rapes. I also went on a corporate job interview, and at the end of the interview the interviewer locked the door and picked me up and raped me on the desk. i begged and pleaded with him not too! He wouldn't listen. My mind resorted back to childhood at the time, and I couldn't defend myself against him. It was very traumatizing! I filed a lawsuit against the corporation and I believe that my attorney was paid off by the company. Because nothing ever happened, and my lawyer was very evasive. If your network is interested in my story please contact me either e-mail or call me at 951-284-6339 or 951-824-9035. I have a lot more that I have not gotten to say! I hope that lifetime or someone will contact me, thank you.
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